Had one of those dreams about feelings

26/oct

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I dreamed my "boyfriend" and I were on a trip. We had a rented car a had a lot of luggage. But for some reason we needed to change to another vehicle. The new vehicle was like a van, with other tourists. So we had to shift our stuff from the car to this van. We had a lot of things . The tourists had to make some space. My "boyfriend" shrugged. Surely, he wasn't ready to change from vehicle or he was about to complain, but we went to do the unpacking. The unpacking happened in a room with lockers, not a car anymore. I arrived to start the unpacking and my "boyfriend" was not unpacking. He was cleaning. We were in a hurry, we had to be quick about it but he was cleaning.

I was angry at him, furious. I stared at him with anger.

We argued. I slapped him. I incited him to slap me, he did. Then I slapped him again several times, he also slapped me. And...

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I woke up feeling so angry. Why was I son angry?

Well, first disclaimer: I wrote "boyfriend" because in my dreams this figure is kind of blurry. Something is the actual boyfriend, sometimes is a mix between him and some other people from my past. This time it felt like him, but who knows.

Second disclaimer: my dreams are crazy, I don't worry about them. It doesn't mean anything very straightforward. Sometimes I tried to analyze them, sometimes I just let them be.